16 October 2010

Ok I've decided to erase 'him' out of my head, so I can move on with my life..Gosh I really do actually have an AWESOME life when I'm not thinking about him every 2 minutes. It's kinda easier to breathe too..Dang I'm weird..but I'm going to be a weird but HAPPY girl like how I used to be.

So I de-activated my social network/site thingy-majingy so I won't be able to stalk him anymore..well, ok lets just use the word 'see' instead of 'stalk'..well to SEE how he's doing..it's been 4 days now I believe and I still miss him so much, his annoyingly beautiful face still pops in and out of my thoughts every now and then .... maybe every 10 mins or so but hey at least it's not every 2 freakin' minutes anymore--

So technically I'm making progress sloooooowwwwwlyyy but I am moving so all good   =D  kinda proud of myself actually *thumbs up* hm no * 2 thumbs up * YAY =)

K well I think I shall carry on with my uni assignments and stay loyal to my Ugly Betty dvds..until my mind goes back to La-la land..

I like that place

xOxO Peace Out Love BugZ xOxO



~* Try to forgive people, that will somehow make everything a bit easier *~

15 October 2010

Don't know why but I've been missing him so much. I've been feeling so lonely lately, it's....weird....really weird. This is totally not like me at all, I mean I don't even know him.

But I've seen a few photos...., no that was a lie, it was infact a whole album full of photos (k I know what you're thinking but I promise you I'm not a serial stalker =P ) that he took on this site that kinda showed me his interests --his likes and dislikes and honestly they're almost like my likes and dislikes. Ok I know bad grammar right?? lol so many 'and' + 'like' but yea....

but really--hopefully I'll get over him soon....dang it--once I like someone I really
rEaLLy REALLY like them lol. Maybe I should start working on finding a new obsession
OR maybe a new crush to cRusH on lol *wish me luck*

xOxO Peace Out Love BugZ xOxO